ST. LOUIS – On a gloomy morning in Missouri, the sad news left the entire Cardinals family in silence. Sonny Gray – the unsung hero of St. Louis, a symbol of calm and resilience – announced that his grandmother had just passed away overnight, after a long battle with illness.
On his personal page, Gray posted a photo of himself with his grandmother – a gentle smile, a wrinkled hand holding an old baseball glove. The caption was just a few words:
“The one who taught me how to love baseball, how to be kind, and how to never give up. I love you.”

No more words, no emojis, just tearful words. And so, within minutes, thousands of Cardinals fans had shared that photo. Many people confessed that they could not hold back their tears when they saw Sonny’s eyes – the eyes of a man who had just lost the soul of his childhood.
According to relatives, Gray’s grandmother was the biggest influence in his life. When Sonny was a poor boy in Tennessee, she was the one who took him to his first ballpark, sitting for hours in the old bleachers just to cheer each pitch. She was the one who bought him his first baseball – a gift from the money she saved from selling vegetables at a small market.
Years later, when Sonny Gray became a star in MLB, he still kept that ball in his room. “She is the reason I always look back, always know where I came from,” he once said in a 2022 interview.
Now, that sentence resonates in the hearts of millions of fans, when they see Gray – always strong on the field – fall for the first time in real life.
His Cardinals teammates, from Nolan Arenado to Paul Goldschmidt, were quick to offer their condolences. Coach Oliver Marmol said succinctly at a press conference this morning:
“Sonny didn’t just lose a loved one, he lost a part of himself. The whole team is with him.”
In the locker room, the nameplate with “Gray” on it was draped with a black ribbon. Cardinals players observed a moment of silence before practice. A team official shared: “The atmosphere is heavy. He was the heart of the team, and today, that heart is broken.”
Sonny Gray, 35, just had a memorable season with St. Louis, where he became a rock for the team. But behind that success is the shadow of his grandmother who always watches from afar, silently praying every time he steps onto the mound to throw a pitch.
In his final post, Gray wrote:
“Grandma, every time I step onto the field, I know you’re watching from above. I promise to keep throwing until my arms give out, for you.”
Thousands of comments poured in, most of them comforting and sympathetic. One fan wrote: “Your grandma must be so proud. Thank you, grandma, for giving birth to someone like Sonny.”
Tonight, as the lights dimmed at Busch Stadium, the empty stands seemed to share his grief. There, St. Louis fans understood that sometimes baseball is more than just a sport—it’s a bond between generations, between love and memory.
And in the midst of profound loss, Sonny Gray remains a symbol of strength and gratitude—the little nephew of Tennessee, the warrior of St. Louis, and the player who will continue to play, even though his heart has just been broken in two.
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